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  “This is really good,” I said.

  “Told you,” she replied then rested her fork on her plate before turning her attention to me. “So my husband is your personal lawyer?”

  “Yes.”

  “How did you guys start sleeping together?”

  I was taken aback by how direct she was, and I was not sure if this was a setup, but honesty had to be the best way to go.

  “Not quite sure, but there was some flirting going on.”

  “Were you concerned that he was married?” she asked, and I almost choked on my food because it sounded serious.

  “No...not really?”

  “Why not?”

  “I just thought it was up to him to secure his marriage, and if he wasn’t then that was on him,” I said, unable to take another bite.

  “If you were married, would you cheat?”

  I thought about it for a moment and realized that I really didn’t need to because I knew my answer right away.

  “No, I wouldn’t. I would only sleep with someone else if we had an arrangement like you have with Raj.”

  “Do you think it was stupid of me to have had that arrangement?” she asked.

  “No. If that’s something that excites you and makes your marriage more enjoyable, then you were not stupid,” I said with all honesty.

  “But it opens the door for others to walk in and ruin the whole thing.”

  I could not breathe. I was not sure what Shannon was getting at, but it was hard to even swallow. Was she seeing me as someone who would ruin her marriage?

  “True, but you and Raj have to work as a team and ensure that it doesn’t happen,” I advised.

  “Sometimes you have no control,” she whispered and walked around to me. “We might have made a mistake,” she whispered and got on her knees.

  “How?” I asked as she held my hand.

  “We let you in.”

  “I’m no trouble at all.”

  “You are a whole fucking lot of trouble.”

  Chapter 4

  I never thought I would find myself in Shannon’s bed again, but she held my hand and dragged me out of the kitchen and up the stairs. She pulled me into her bedroom and pushed me back on the bed; now she was over me looking into my eyes.

  “Shannon, I love sex. I am addicted to sex, and I would find it wherever it may be. Raj told me your story, and I know you are almost like me…”

  “Almost,” she confirmed. “Because the things I’ve done, you would not begin to fathom. Yet, with all my experiences, I have never felt the way I did with you.”

  I wasn’t sure if Shannon was talking about just me or if she was talking about the addition I was to their sexual escapades. I was not sure how to respond. Whatever was in my thought was not appropriate, so I chose to remain quiet. My breathing had become labored as her face got closer to mine, and her lips parted waiting for her tongue to exit into my mouth.

  “We can’t,” I whispered.

  “I know,” she said before her lips found mine. “I just want to have you all to myself for a moment.”

  “Please…”

  “Please fuck you?” she broke away looking into my light blue eyes. “Or please don’t.”

  “I want you more than anything in this world, but Raj…”

  “Then shut up,” she said and kissed me.

  This time I decided not to argue and hoped that Raj did not come back and catch us fucking when he gave an order that we shouldn’t, and Shannon promised him she wouldn’t. I flipped her over onto her back and turned my attention to the perfect breasts that never knew my tongue. I held them in my hands and their nipples stood at attention, begging for my mouth. Shannon’s torso was off the bed as she pushed her chest closer to my lips. I stuck my tongue out and licked her nipple before sucking it into my mouth.

  “Oh my God!” she cried out. “I knew it would fucking feel like this!”

  I nibbled on her nipple, then suck, then moved to the other one, and I got the same reaction. I licked around one breast, making circles around the mound then went back to the nipple.

  “Oh fuck! Don’t stop!” she cried.

  I tortured her, I ravaged her, and I had absolutely no idea that a woman’s breast could be so erotic and enjoyable. I was losing my fucking mind!

  I licked and sucked from her breasts down all the way to her clit.

  “Open your legs as wide as you can, Shannon,” I instructed. “Give me all of your pussy.”

  “Ari…,” was all she could say as she wrapped her hands behind her knees and gave all of herself to me.

  Her pussy was throbbing, and I could see it. She wanted me to eat her so badly, and she didn’t have to wait because I wanted her just as much as she wanted me. I licked the lips and part of her clit which was peeking out. I could see her entrance below and that was where the sweet-tasting juice was hidden. I needed to get to it. I needed her all over my tongue. I stuck it out and played a little in her nectar that had gathered at her opening.

  “What are you going to do?” Shannon asked as her legs shook. “I’m not ready…”

  Just then I sunk my tongue into her hole as far as I could, and her legs fell from her hands.

  “I wasn’t ready you fucking biiiiiitch!” she cried out as I went in and out of her with my tongue. “You’re making me cum you fuuuuuuuuck!”

  Shannon grabbed hold of my head and forced me into her pussy as she came. Her whole body was shaking violently as if she was having a seizure, and I could no longer hear her voice. I glanced up at her, and her eyes were rolled back in the back of her head. I held my lips still as she trembled because it was not fair to continue to eat her when she was having such a major orgasm. I started to feel bad for her because her orgasm seemed endless, and it made me wonder if she had experienced the same thing I did where today was my first time being drained of all of my orgasm.

  This could explain why we were always longing for more sex; it was probably because we were never fully satisfied. I was just guessing from the way Shannon was reacting that she had the same problem I did. She had finally stopped shaking, except for the sporadic jerk of her body, so I climbed up to her to just hold her in my arms. She was still gasping for air, and I held her tight. Her thick brown hair fell across her face and onto my breasts, so I brushed it behind her while taking a second to feel the silk of her beautiful mane.

  “What have I done?” Shannon asked softly, and I felt her sobs.

  “Hey,” I said and turned her face so I could see.

  I watched as the tears came from under her lids and rolled to the corners of her eyes.

  “I can’t believe I did this. I was so fucking stupid…”

  “Shannon...hey,” I said as she sat up, and I tried holding on to her. “It was a mistake. Let’s get dressed and leave the room. I know you promised him…”

  “I can’t believe I let you in,” she cried. “This was my idea and...and now everything is a fucking disaster.”

  “How is it a disaster? We don’t have to do this anymore. We tried it, and if it didn’t work, then it just…”

  “That’s the problem! It worked too fucking good!” she cried. “I had never cum like that before. I was always fucking horny. I wanted more and more sex...I didn’t understand it. I just thought I was made different from most women, so I found others like me, and it has caused me to do some things...crazy things…”

  “Shannon…”

  “No! You need to leave. Here. Get dressed. Let me take you home.”

  “I’m sorry…”

  “I promised Raj that I would not do this. I have never broken a promise I made to him, but I felt what it was like for you to touch me, and I wanted more. I wanted it to just be us, and exactly what I fucking thought, happened!” she shouted at me and my body that was already weak gave in. I started to cry. “You can’t be my cure, Arien! Raj...he would die…”

  She fell to the floor, and through my tears and her attacks, there was nothing I wanted to do more than hol
d her in my arms. That’s what I did.

  “You can’t be my cure, Arien,” she repeated.

  “I’m sorry,” I apologized for something I didn’t know about.

  I rocked her in my arms until her cries had stopped, but it felt so good to have her in my arms that I did not try to get her out. The smell of her hair was intoxicating and the feel of her body was as if she belonged there. This was Raj’s wife and it was wrong of me to feel this way about her, but I couldn't help it. I took one look at her, and I was never the same. That was not my fault. My fault would be if I acted on it, which Shannon would never allow. She was clearly in love with her husband and that was why she was so upset that we connected as strongly as we did.

  Shannon wanted a situation where she was not attached, and she could just walk away once she was satisfied enough then she would come home and share the details with her husband, and him with her. I understood perfectly what was happening, and I needed to get home so that I could shed this feeling and move on with my life.

  “Come let me take you home,” she said and got to her feet.

  She held out a hand to assist me in getting up, and once we were standing face to face, she used her thumbs to wipe my eyes.

  “I’m sorry, Shan.”

  “You have nothing to be sorry about. You did nothing wrong,” she sighed then walked away. “This is all on me.”

  I picked up my clothes and got dressed while she walked into the closet to do the same. She exited like she was ready for the runway. She had on a long, flowing, summer dress and a pair of killer shades. Her hair was to one side of her chest which bounced as she walked.

  “Come on, babe. Let me take you home,” she said.

  The use of the endearment made me weak. I was obsessed with this woman and would continue to be until I was able to get away and in the privacy of my own home. There I would be able to shed her from my thoughts and my body. I would be able to think more clearly and understand that this woman was out of bounds because she was Raj’s wife. I would be the last person he would expect to betray him. He had no problems with Shannon and I fucking each other, he just needed to be a part of it. And that was fair.

  I walked behind Shannon out of the room and down the stairs. I noticed that she no longer held my hand and was probably happy to get as far away from me as possible.

  “Shannon, I could take a cab home,” I offered to make her life easier.

  “No. I told Raj that I would take you home. He would be mad at me if he found out I sent you home on a cab.”

  “You could tell him it was my request.”

  “Not happening. Let’s go.”

  She grabbed her keys and led the way to the garage where her black Mercedes was parked. She opened the door for me, and I entered. She asked for my address and entered it in the GPS then we were on our way. I looked at Shannon and the way she managed the vehicle turned me on. She was so fucking sexy that I would fuck her every chance I got if she was my wife. I smiled at the thought of me having a wife when I never even thought of having a husband. I could never imagine that a woman would be the one I fell in love with. At least, it felt like love. I had no idea what being in love felt like before her, but the way my heart burned with the feelings I had for Shannon...it had to be.

  “Care to share what’s making you smile?” she asked. “I would love some of that.”

  "Nothing...I…"

  "The truth."

  "I just didn't think a girl could make me feel this way. It was never something I ever imagined."

  "How does this girl make you feel?" she asked with her eyes fixed on the road.

  "Do you enjoy putting people on the spot?"

  "Pretty much. That's when you get an idea of how they truly feel," she said and turned to me with a smile before turning to the road. "I have been with women before, yet I was not prepared for you. Anyway, I think we will get our heads screwed back on once we are home and away from each other."

  "What if Raj wants to do this again?" I asked and prayed that she would object to it, although I would be disappointed to never see her again.

  "Then I would have to tell him no. This is bad for everyone involved, and I would be stupid to see the danger and invite it into our lives," she said and I could hardly breathe.

  "You are absolutely right," I said because she was telling the truth. "What reason will you give?"

  "That I don't like you."

  "Really?"

  "I don't know. I will come up with something."

  "Will I still be allowed to have sex with him?"

  "Absolutely not," she said and there was a web of confusion in my head. My apartment was only five minutes away and the car could not reach fast enough.

  "Why? You were fine with it before."

  "But now, I can't imagine him being with you, and I can't for the reasons I mentioned earlier."

  The next few minutes were silent, and we did not speak until she was parked outside of my apartment building.

  "Thanks for the ride," I said, and she removed her shades to look at me.

  Her sparkling blue eyes bore into me, and my whole body reacted to her. I was squeezing together the walls inside me because it was burning from the way her look turned me on.

  "Can I get a hug?" Shannon asked.

  "Of course," I replied and leaned into her.

  She wrapped her arms around me and buried her face in my neck. The feel of her against my body was so electrifying that it felt like we were fused together and would never be able to pull ourselves apart.

  "You smell so good," Shannon said.

  "You smell even better," I replied.

  "I would like to see your apartment," she said and I almost came because I knew what she wanted.

  "Are you sure?"

  "More than anything."

  I pulled away from her, opened the door and got out. Shannon did the same and came to me. I held her hand and was walking toward the main entrance of the apartment when a black Cadillac drove up to us. Shannon quickly released my hand, but not before my friend, Jessica, saw us. She got out of her car with the widest smile on her face and took a few steps towards us.

  "Hi, Jessica," I greeted.

  "Hello there," she smiled mischievously then looked to Shannon who was expressionless, so I got on with the introduction.

  "This is my friend, Jessica. Jessica, this is Shannon," I said and Jessica looked at me confused because the name was so familiar to her.

  "Shannon?"

  "Yes. Raj's wife."

  Mia's eyes popped wide open. Immediately, she walked backwards to her car, grabbed the door handle then jump behind the wheel and sped off before she even put her seatbelt on.

  "Idiot," I said and retook Shannon's hand.

  "What the hell was that?" Shannon laughed.

  "One of my four best friends; I'm embarrassed to say."

  We went past security and was in the elevator going up. I held her hand tightly in mine and cursed at the elevator for going so slowly, but I was more upset at Mia's impromptu visit that almost ruined the whole thing.

  "You are so hot," Shannon whispered in my ear.

  "Fuck," I said beating the elevator door.

  It finally stopped and opened, and I rushed out, pulling Shannon behind me. I opened my apartment door and was grateful I had a key card or I would not be able to get a metal key into the hole. As soon as we got in, Shannon grabbed me and pushed me against the door.

  "Your turn," she said in response to me giving her a mind-blowing orgasm that she was in no condition to return.

  I was expecting her to slip my top off, but instead, she undid my shorts and pulled them down my legs. I stepped out, and she took a moment to look at me dressed in my panties then licked her lips. She opened her mouth to say something but decided against it, instead, she wrapped her fingers under my panties and roughly dragged them off me. Shannon grabbed my ass and brought me closer to her face. She was about to take me into her mouth, and I was shaking with excitement and
fear because I was not sure if my legs could handle the immense passion I was feeling.

  “Baby…please,” I begged.

  “Please for what?”

  “Take me already. I can’t stand this anymore,” I said as my chest heaved in anticipation of her tongue.

  “I need a long time with you. Please don’t cum,” she begged or warned...I was not sure.

  “I don’t know. Please! Just fucking eat me!” I cried and grabbed the back of her head, forcing her mouth onto my pussy. “Oooooh fuuuuck!”

  Shannon lifted one of my legs over her shoulder and began eating me like this was the last pussy left on earth. I did not know what to do because I was not used to this type of wild pleasure laced with love. The one leg I was standing on was shaking...everywhere was shaking. I could not hold myself up and Shannon realized, so she took my leg off her shoulder. She stood up to face me and her lips were covered in my nectar. I pulled her to me and kissed her. Her lips slippery and wet with my pussy juice all over them.

  Without asking for directions, she held my hand and led me into my bedroom. I stood at the foot of my bed and she slipped my top over my head, allowing her hands to slide up my sides and arms. Roughly, she grabbed me and turned my back to her then she forced my torso onto the bed.

  “Oh my God,” I cried without her even touching me.

  I felt Shannon open my legs then grabbed my ass. She molded the flesh in her hands then I felt her sucking on me. Her teeth raked into my skin, and I lost my fucking mind. My mouth was wide open fighting for air, and I could not see from my eyes because they were in the back of my head.

  “Your ass feels so good,” Shannon said as she continued to mold my cheeks. “Give me your fucking pussy. I’m going to eat that cum right out of you.”

  “Oh shit!” I cried.

  I raised my ass in the air, giving her full access to my wet flesh. She pushed my cheeks up, and my pussy was right there in full view for her to do whatever the fuck she wanted. Shannon slipped her tongue between my folds and started flicking it. I was sure something popped in my head.

  “Fuuuuuuuuuuck! Shannon stooooop! I’m gonna cum...I’m gonna fucking cuuuuum!”

  Shannon covered my pussy with her mouth and sucked as my orgasm exploded inside me. I didn’t feel the build-up like I was used to. It was just an explosion of pleasure that rocked my brain and my whole body. My legs were curled back and they were just shaking uncontrollably. Never in my life had I experienced anything like I did with Shannon today. I knew she would leave me in a few minutes, and I had no idea how I was going to survive without her in my life. I knew she was married and I could not have her, but at least, I would rather still be able to be with her even if I had to put up with Raj being a part of it.